♥

Sigh, baby. I miss you, do you know that? I miss you every single second. I even hate sleeping now, cause I'll always end up waking up sad. Dreaming about you was awesome, but knowing that it'll never happen hurts. Well, I don't know whether it'll happen or not. Hopefully I get a yes though. You're driving me up and down baby. One moment I'll love you until I can't even sleep cause I keep thinking of you, and another moment I still love you but I don't know when you will be gone, thinking and hoping you'll stay here by my side forever. I love you baby, I really do. Will your feelings for me last forever?

Jealousy

You said you were jealous of me talking to boys, you said you're ignore girls now because of me. Really? Cause I don't see that from you. You don't look like you're ignoring them at all. Remember how you made me 1st cry? Thanks to jealousy, I cried just because her writing Darling. I know it's fake, I just cried somehow. Do you get that feeling? You're mine, not hers. I know I'm selfish, but seriously, no one can call you that except for me. Even your closest friends, especially girls. I won't be screwing them up, I'll just end up crying. I know it's stupid, but this is the way I am. I'm sorry if I expect more from you because I will be willing to do that much for you. No matter how long it's been, or how badly you've treated me. If you say I love you, I'll say it back.

All I want is your smile

有一天我们可不可以这样相爱，没有任何负担，不再顾虑从前，不必害怕以后. 没有纠缠，只是简简单单的过我们的日子.. 我想我是真的想你了.

Sorry that I loved you

Speechless . Falling apart, is the worst feeling ever . Breaking down in to pieces .

Smile, not cry.

New blog, new life? Again -.-" I gotta stop changing blog link :X

I miss you

17.2.11 worst day ever. I hate you, for making me leave him, for making me feel bad, for making me cry. Seriously, FR. I really hope you'll wait for me, baby. I really hope we can have a future together, I just wanna marry you.

Screaming for you

I guess I'm really thinking too much? It's Valentine's Day and I ain't in the mood at all. I miss you, Jason. I'm not perfect for you, I know that. You're a really great guy, you've changed my life, you're the 1st guy who made me laugh when I was crying, We've been together for 2 weeks & 2 days and we're already planning about our future. Jason, thank you for staying even when you had every reason to leave.